I don’t really have a “favorite” crush or boyfriend. I have guys who I never should have let get away. I have guys that I wish I hadn’t run away from. I have guys I should have fought a little harder for. But I dont have a “favorite”. There are two in particular.
One is a guy I met my sophomore or junior year. I couldn’t ever talk to him. I tried that one time.. I was cut off by someone else and I didnt try again until it was too late. I was too shy, but if I saw him now, with the way I am now, I am convinced that it would be a different outcome. I’m pretty sure we would do wonderfully together.
Another is a guy I met my Freshmen year of high school. He’s best friends with my best friend’s brother. I still talk to him pretty frequently, but it’s different. Our lives are so far apart. We have toyed with the idea of being more, but every time I make a move he takes six steps back. I’m starting to get the hint lol
I got drunk with Kristin’s family. Ate too much. Passed out on the porch. Had a breakdown. Drank some more. Went to my grandmas house. Cried again. Went back to Kristin’s and ate five cookies. Came home. Started laundry. Opened a bottle of wine. Yay Easter.